[roaring, whines]
‪（“这种成为整体的希冀和追求 ‪就叫做爱”）
‪（柏拉图《会饮篇》）
‪古希腊人认为 ‪人类曾经有四条胳膊、四条腿 [female narrator] The ancient Greeks believed humans once had four arms,
‪并且由两张脸形成了一个头 four legs, and a single head made of two faces.
‪那时的我们很幸福 We were happy.
‪我们是完整的 Complete.
‪因为太完整了 神害怕 So complete that the gods,
‪我们的完整性会妨碍我们对神的崇拜 ‪于是就把我们一劈为‪二 fearing our wholeness would quell our need for worship, cleaved us in two...
‪让分开的两个自己 ‪在地球上痛苦地游荡 leaving our split selves to wander the Earth in misery.
‪无休止地渴望着 Forever longing.
[bird calling]
‪渴望着 Longing.
‪渴望着 -[panting] -Longing...
‪我们灵魂的另一半 for the other half of our soul.
[wind whistles softly]
‪据说人们找到自己的另一半时… It is said that when one half finds its other...
‪会有种心照不宣的默契 there's an unspoken understanding.
‪来合二为一 A unity.
‪没有比这能让孤独的一半… And each would know no greater joy...
‪更加喜悦了 than this.
‪NETFLIX 出品 -[students chattering] -[locker clatters]
‪当然了… [narrator] Of course...
‪古希腊人从来没有读过高中 the ancient Greeks never went to high school.
[bell rings]
‪相处愉快 Good hang out.
‪随便吧 Whatever. [sighs]
‪不然他们会意识到… [narrator] Or they'd realize...
[train horn blaring]
‪糟了 Crap.
‪…我们不需要神为我们搞砸一切 [narrator] ...we don't need the gods to mess things up for us.
[crossing bell dinging]
‪要我说… If you ask me...
‪人们为了使自己完整 ‪耗费了太多的时间来寻找另一半 people spend far too much time looking for someone to complete them.
‪可又有多少人找到了完美的爱情？ How many people find perfect love?
‪或者倘若找到了… Or if they do...
‪他们会一直相爱吗？ make it last?
‪加缪的理论得到了越来越多的佐证 ‪即人生没有道理… More evidence of Camus' theory that life is irrational...
‪且毫无意义 and meaningless.
‪（世界第三大麻线球） [printer whirring]
‪我的朋友们啊 ‪这就是爱情哲学满分水平的论文 And that, my friends, is some A-plus love philosophy right there.
‪就算老师心情不好 ‪得优也是没问题的 Or A-minus if Mrs. G is in a bad mood.
‪总之 不得优 就不要钱 Either way, it's an A or you don't pay.
‪（秋衣秋裤 解冻馅饼）
‪（洗衣服 远离…）
‪（好好…）
‪（斯阔米什正在改变）
‪外面都是野狗、巫师和道德败坏之人 Outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the immoral persons.
‪还有爱撒谎的 且到处撒谎的人 And everyone who loves and practices lying...
[train horn blares in distance]
‪（卡森砾石 ‪我们不仅仅是砾石！）
‪艾莉楚！ [boy] Ellie Chu!
‪咔嚓咔嚓楚楚！ Chugga chugga Chu Chu! [laughs]
[harmonizing on single note]
‪太精彩了 连天使都会喜极而泣的 [teacher] Fantastic. [sighs] The angels weep with joy.
‪接下来… Next up...
‪冬季才艺秀 ‪毕业班所有人都必须参加 the winter talent show.
Mandatory for all seniors.
‪这是你们展示自己的最后一次机会 ‪所以必须参加 This is your last chance to strut your stuff. Mandatory.
‪再说一次 ‪墙上挂着的大号用之前必须登记 [muted] Once again, the wall tubas must be checked out before use.
‪虽然阀门都黏糊糊的 ‪但它们仍是精密脆弱的乐器 These are very delicate instruments with sticky valves.
‪有个坏消息 Some bad news.
‪有人把胡椒博士 ‪落在了我们的储藏柜里 Someone left their Dr. Pepper in our storage cupboard.
‪想象一下没有长笛的世界 -Imagine a world without flutes... -[students whispering]
‪你给我静设音了 布鲁斯？ -[girl] Did you mute me, Bruce? -[Bruce, softly] No, Kaitlin, I didn't.
‪没有 凯特琳 [Kaitlin whispers] I can tell if you mute me, Bruce. I can tell.
‪你要是给我设静音的话 ‪我能感觉到的 布鲁斯
‪杰瑞的爸妈不在家 [boy 1] Jerry's parents are in Spokane...
‪我会带游戏机去 -[boy 2] I'll bring the Xbox. -[sends text]
[phone vibrates]
‪（想去十月舞会吗？）
‪（标签：书呆子警报） [soft chuckles]
‪用完请还回来 [teacher] ...please bring it back.
‪没什么可商量的 -No questions asked. -[phones vibrating]
‪有问题吗？ [students giggling]
‪没有 弗洛雷斯先生 Is there a problem?
[students, overlapping] No, Mr. Flores.
‪接下来 我们说说这个… [Mr. Flores] Next up, we had an issue...
‪我听说他姐姐在西雅图的神学院读书 [girl whispers] I heard his sister went to Seattle with the church.
‪她主修社会学 She's majoring in sociology.
[overlapping whispers]
‪嘿 把这个传给那个大个子 [whispers] Hey. Send this down to the big guy.
‪我想我要聋了 -[girl] I think I'm going deaf. -Oh, thank you very much.
‪非常感谢
‪但说实话 兄弟 等我成熟一点后 No, but honestly, man, the man I want to be when I'm older
‪绝对不会是现在这副样子 ‪你懂我的意思吧？ is not the man I am today, you know what I'm saying?
‪艾斯特！ [girl whispers] Aster!
‪-所以你必须继续活下去 ‪-那个女孩总是埋头读书 -So, you've just gotta keep living, man. -[girl] Always has her head in a book.
‪你必须好好生活 -You've just gotta keep living life. -[Mr. Flores tapping] Choir, stand up.
‪唱诗班成员 站起来 Let's all turn to page 49.
‪我们都翻到49页
[guitar playing "Annie's Song (You Fill Up My Senses)"]
♪ You fill up my senses ♪
♪ Like a night in a forest ♪
♪ Like the mountains in springtime ♪
♪ Like a walk in the rain ♪
♪ Like a storm in the desert... ♪
‪如果你还没开始猜的话… -[narrator] In case you haven't guessed... -[song continues]
‪这不是什么爱情故事 ...this is not a love story.
‪你们是爷们儿还是窝囊废？ [coach] Are you men or are you losers?
‪-快点 姑娘们 快跑！ ‪-借过！ -[boy 1] Come on, ladies, let's go! -[boy 2] Coming through!
‪或者说不是任何人都得偿所愿的故事 [narrator] Or not one where anyone gets what they want.
[choir continues, Aster's voice clear] ♪ Come fill me again ♪
‪蒙斯基！ [coach] Munsky!
♪ Come let me love you... ♪
-[students chattering] -[indistinct PA announcement]
‪（冬季才艺秀报名表 ‪毕业班必须参加）
‪注意《禁闭》中没有描写地狱的苦难 [teacher] Notice the lack of fire and brimstone in No Exit.
‪（“他人即地狱” 萨特《禁闭》） We are the source of our own hell.
-[sighs] -[bell rings]
‪关于萨特对渴望受挫的描写 ‪写五百字感想 周一交 Five hundred words on Sartre's use of thwarted desire, Monday.
[students chattering]
‪-六个不同的角度描写柏拉图 了不起 ‪-就这一个 -Six different takes on Plato. Impressive. -Just the one.
‪我跟酒保才这么说话 That's what I tell the bartender.
‪你为什么不告发我？ How come you never turn me in?
‪然后还得看他们自己写的文章？ And have to read the actual essays they'd write?
‪（格林奈尔学院）
‪-你知道我要去EW大学 ‪-真是可惜 -You know I'm going to E-dub. -Damn shame.
‪有全额奖学金 Damn full ride.
‪我可以住在家里 ‪而且 我能待在美丽的斯阔米什 I can live at home and, plus, I get to stay in lovely Squahamish.
‪-屎阔米什还差不多 ‪-没那么糟糕 -Hell-quahamish. -It's not that bad.
‪好吧 也没多好 但也只能这样了 Okay, it's not that good either, but it's what's happening.
‪我在格林奈尔 ‪度过了人生中最美好的四年 I spent four of the best years of my life at Grinnell.
‪再看看你 最后还是回到屎阔米什了 And look at you, back home in Hell-quahamish.
‪你是对的 还是别学文科了 You're right. Stay away from the liberal arts.
‪-周末尽量不要被炒鱿鱼了 ‪-你在开玩笑吧？ -Try not to get fired over the weekend. -Are you kidding?
‪这座城里的每个人都畏惧上帝 ‪但你知道上帝畏惧谁吗？ Everyone in this town fears God, but you know who God fears?
‪教师工会 The Teachers Union.
‪咔嚓咔嚓楚楚 -[rock music plays over truck radio] -[boy] Chugga chugga Chu Chu.
[boys laughing]
‪嘿！ [boy 2] Hey!
‪嘿 Hey.
‪嘿！ Hey!
‪等一下！ Hold up!
‪哇哦！ [Ellie] Whoa!
‪你这人怎么回事？ What is wrong with you?
‪抱歉 我… [stammers] I'm sorry. I, uh...
Uh...
‪三页10美元 三到十页20美元 Ten dollars for three pages, $20 for three to ten.
‪超过十页不接 Not in the over-ten-page biz.
‪不 我不是找你作弊 No, I'm not trying to cheat.
‪大家都不是 是什么课的？ Nobody is. Whose class is it for?
‪不 不是的… No, it-- it's not... Um...
‪-这是什么？ ‪-一封信 -What's this? -A letter.
‪这年头谁还写信？ -Who writes letters these days? -I-- I thought it'd seem romantic.
‪我还想着这样会浪漫一些
‪（亲爱的艾斯特弗洛雷斯…） [scoffs]
‪-我帮不了你 ‪-我只需要几句话 辞藻华丽点 -Can't help you. -I-- I just need a few words. Good ones.
‪我不会写信给艾斯特弗… I'm not writing to Aster Fl--
‪给某个女生 To some girl.
‪这样做不对 信件是私人的 应该真实 It'd be wrong. A letter is personal. It's supposed to be authentic.
‪-那就太棒了 ‪-不！我不能成为你 不会真实 -That'd be awesome. -No! I can't be you being authen--
‪查查同义词词典 检查拼写 ‪祝你好运 大情圣 Get a thesaurus, use spell-check. Good luck, Romeo.
‪真实没问题啊 我可以多付钱 -[Ellie scoffs] -No, I can pay more for authentic.
-[dramatic music plays on TV] -[characters speak indistinctly]
[electricity buzzes]
‪你打电话给电力公司了吗？ [in Mandarin] Did you call the power company?
‪他们听不懂我的口音 They don't understand my accent.
‪你试了吗？ Did you try?
Shh.
‪最精彩的一段 Best part.
‪我想这是一段美好友谊的开始 "I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship."
[dramatic instrumental soundtrack playing on TV]
‪好了 明天我来打 [in Mandarin] I'll call tomorrow.
[dramatic instrumental soundtrack continues on TV]
‪内地电力照明公司 -[line rings] -[woman] Inland Power And Light.
‪我要查一下460A38账户 I'm calling for account 460A38.
‪请稍等 Please hold.
[classical music plays over line]
‪请再次输入您的选择 [automated voice] Please re-enter your selection.
‪账单 延期 Bill. Extension.
‪请稍等 Please hold.
[classical music plays over line]
[plays upbeat tune]
-[classical music continues over line] -[students chattering]
[items clattering]
‪学校的走廊真讨厌 [sighs] These hallways are murder.
‪我叫艾莉楚 I'm Ellie Chu.
‪嗯 我知道 Yes, I know.
‪你每周日都去参演我爸的礼拜仪式 ‪大概有四年了 You've only been playing my dad's services every Sunday for, like, four years.
‪你是他最喜欢的异教徒 ‪他受不了平庸的伴奏者 You're his favorite heathen. He can't handle mediocre accompanists.
‪就算是基督教徒也不行 Even if they are saved.
‪《长日留痕》 Remains Of The Day.
‪我很喜欢 Loved it.
‪所有那些几乎无法抑制的渴望 All that barely repressed longing.
[bell rings]
‪“我叫艾莉楚？” "I'm Ellie Chu"?
‪嗯 我知道 ‪您的账单已经过期三个月了 楚太太 [woman on phone] Yes, I know. Your bill is three months overdue, Mrs. Chu.
‪如果我们收不到50美元的最低付款 ‪明天将停止对您的电力供应 If we don't get a minimum payment of $50, your power will terminate tomorrow.
‪50美元 一封信 之后一切靠你自己 Fifty dollars, one letter. After that, you're on your own.
‪好的！ Yes!
‪“亲爱的艾斯特弗洛雷斯 ‪在我眼里 你真的很美 [boy] "Dear Aster Flores: I think you're really beautiful.
‪即使你很丑 我也想认识你 Even if you were ugly, I'd want to know you,
‪因为你也很聪明、很善良” because you are smart and nice, too."
‪“一个女孩很难同时拥有这三种特质 [Ellie] "It's hard to find all those things in one girl.
‪但即使你只拥有其中两种 ‪我也会喜欢你 But even if you were only two of those things, I'd be into it.
‪但说明一下 你三种特质全都拥有 But you're, like, all three, just to be clear."
‪她全有 She's like all three.
‪感谢你的说明 Thanks for clarifying.
‪“介绍一下我自己 "About me.
‪有人觉得我是全家最可爱的那个 Some people think I'm the cutest one in my family.
‪比如我外婆… Those people being my grandma...
‪如今她已去世了 who's dead now.
‪不提我死去的祖母也罢 Never mind about my dead grandma.
‪我只想说 我喜欢吃薯条 ‪我喜欢蘸着奶昔吃 All I'm saying is that I like fries. I like dipping them in my milkshake.
‪这样奇怪吗？ Is that weird?
‪其实 这样真的很好吃 It's actually really tasty.
‪你改天要不要跟我一起尝尝？ Would you like to try that with me sometime?
‪我在做兼职 还有一辆卡车 ‪请随时找我 I work part-time and I have a truck. Let me know whenever.
‪谢谢你 Thanks.
‪保罗蒙斯基 橄榄球队… Paul Munsky, second string tight end...
‪替补边锋” football."
‪-所以你想表达的是… ‪-我爱上她了 -So what you're trying to say is-- -I'm in love with her.
‪你和她说过话吗？ Have you ever spoken to her?
‪我不擅于表达自己 I'm not good with words.
‪但你知道你爱她？ But you know you love her?
‪我知道我醒来后就会想她 I know I think about her when I wake up.
‪还有我短跑冲刺的时候也会 And when I'm doing my sprints.
‪还有我吃妈妈做的烤肠时 ‪还有我祈祷时… And when I'm eating my mom's bratwurst and when I'm saying my prayers--
‪这些只能说明你很固执 ‪而不是你恋爱了 That just means you're stubborn. Not that you're in love.
‪不 这就是爱情 No, it's love.
‪爱情让人疯狂 Love makes you screwy.
‪你不会疯狂吗？ Don't you get screwy?
‪不会 No.
‪所有这些都需要… [Ellie sighs, mutters] This whole section needs...
‪薯条这点听着还可以 Although, that fry thing does sound good.
‪一个悬垂修饰语 A dangling modifier.
‪哦 我知道了 Oh, I get it.
‪知道什么？ Get what?
‪你从没恋爱过 You've never been in love.
‪你想要一封情书？ ‪我会给你写一封情书 [Paul grunts]
You want a letter about love? I'll write you a letter about love.
‪这封情书是要让她爱上我 ‪不是把她气走 就像你现在这样 One that'll make her fall in love with me, not storm off in a huff like you're doing.
-[sighs] -[indistinct TV chatter in French]
‪这又不是美国片？ ‪你这样怎么学英文呢？ [in Mandarin] This isn't even American. How are you going to learn English?
‪嘘 Shh.
‪最精彩的一段 [in English] Best part.
‪渴望着… [Mr. Chu, in French] "Longing...
‪渴望着一股爱的浪潮涌上我心头 longing for a wave of love to swell up in me."
‪你封住了 [Paul] You sealed it.
‪我相信写得很不错 No, I'm sure it's good.
‪钱转到我的轻支付上 [Ellie] Hushmo me.
‪（“在爱情里 ‪人总以自欺开始…以欺人告终）
‪（这就是这个世界所谓的浪漫吧” ‪奥斯卡王尔德） [Paul] Hey.
‪嘿 -[bicycle squeaking] -Hey!
‪嘿！ Hey!
‪她回信了！ -She wrote back. -[brakes squeal]
[Paul panting]
‪我也喜欢维姆文德斯 [Aster] "I like Wim Wenders, too.
‪不过我不会抄袭他 Wouldn't have plagiarized him, though."
‪维姆文德斯是谁？ ‪还有你为什么抄他的话？ Who's Wim Wenders and why'd you cheat off him?
‪-我没有抄他的话 ‪-才不是 -I didn't cheat off of him. -No, I looked up "plagiarize."
‪我查过“抄袭”这个词
‪-那我算是抄了吧 ‪-可我付你钱了！ -I kind of cheated off him. -I paid you!
‪-但这是好事 ‪-怎么讲？ -But this is good. -How?
‪这… It's...
‪这就像是游戏 她在向我们发起挑战 It's like a game. She's, like, challenging us.
‪不过是良性挑战 But in a good way.
‪所以… So, uh...
‪我们还在游戏中？ we're... we're still in the game.
‪对 Yep. Mm-hmm.
‪没错 那… We are. So...
‪好棒 yay.
‪游戏开始了 艾斯特弗洛雷斯 Game on, Aster Flores.
‪游戏开始了 Game on.
‪“亲爱的艾斯特 好吧 被你发现了 -[Ellie] "Dear Aster: Okay, you got me." -[crossing bell dinging]
‪有时我会用别人的话 ‪表达自己的真实情感 "I sometimes hide behind other people's words.
‪一方面 我对爱情一无所知 For one thing, I know nothing about love.
‪我才17岁 一直生活在斯阔米什” I'm 17. I've lived in Squahamish my whole life."
‪真没情调 [Paul] Such a downer.
‪-这不是没情调 ‪-太没情调了 -It's not a downer. -A major downer.
‪约她出来玩 -Ask her to hang out. -[Ellie scoffs]
‪出来玩… [Ellie] What exactly is...
‪到底是什么意思？ hanging out?
‪你知道的 出去玩嘛 You know, uh, hanging out.
‪-但你们具体会做什么？ ‪-蒙斯基 你在做什么？ -But, like, what do you do? -[boy] Munsky, what's up?
‪忏悔 Uh... uh, confession.
‪-要不要一起去乔伊那边玩？ ‪-好 -Want to go to Joey's and hang out? -Yeah.
‪“我和朋友一起出去玩 [Ellie] "I hang out with my friends.
‪我不会惹是生非 -I keep my head down." -[panting]
-[can rattles] -[Paul sighs]
‪我是一个很普通的… [Ellie] "I'm a simple..."
‪-保利！ ‪-…家伙” -[woman] Paulie! -"...guy."
‪这块肉不会自己变成肉馅 This meat won't grind itself.
‪“也就是说… "Which is to say...
‪若我知道爱是什么… if I knew what love was,
‪我一定会引用自己的话” I would quote myself."
‪这里 兄弟 ‪这里的人、空气和天气都好 [boy] Right here, man. People, air, weather.
‪我们为什么要离开？ Why would we ever leave?
[soft piano playing]
[pauses playing]
-[Paul] Psst! -[soft knock]
‪我在这里 [softly] In here!
‪这不算亵渎神明吗？ [softly] Isn't this sacrilegious?
‪她回信了 [whispers] She wrote back.
‪“亲爱的保罗… [Aster] "Dear Paul..."
‪你知道打哈欠需要11块肌肉吗？ -[Mr. Flores preaches indistinctly] -"You know it takes 11 muscles to yawn?
‪我会回想这类奇怪的事实 ‪好让自己不… This is the sort of weird fact I find myself recalling
‪我们如何知道… -to keep myself from..." -[Mr. Flores continues indistinctly]
‪…打哈欠” "...well, yawning."
‪我们相信上帝爱我们 We believe that God loves us.
‪“或者表露出自己真实的感受” "Or showing anything I feel really."
‪-我们盲目地相信 而这… ‪-“所以 对… -[Mr. Flores] We believe blindly and... -"So, yeah...
‪我也会使用别人的话” I turn to other people's words, too."
‪…想象一下正确的路 ‪会对你的人生产生多大的影响 [man] ...imagine how the right gravel can change your life.
‪亲爱的 请坐直 [in Spanish] Sweetheart, sit up straight, please.
‪像个淑女一样 Like a lady.
‪“作为一个漂亮的女孩 [Aster] "When you're a pretty girl,
‪我知道这样说听起来很自负 and I know it makes me sound conceited,
‪但正因如此 你才会写信给我吧？ but that's why you're even writing me, right?"
[chair squeaks]
[Paul sighs]
‪作为一个漂亮的女孩 ‪人们会想送东西给你” [Aster] "When you're a pretty girl, people want to give you things."
‪你戴上会很漂亮的 It would look so cute on you.
‪“他们真心想要的… -[Aster] "What they really want..." -Oh.
‪哦 "...is to make you like them."
‪…是让你像他们一样” Thanks.
‪谢谢 "Not like them as in, 'I like you,'
‪“我说的‘像’不是‘喜欢’的意思
‪而是‘相似’ 的意思” but like them as in, 'I am like you.'"
‪真的… Like...
‪你戴上会很漂亮 so cute on you.
‪哦 Oh.
‪你想让我现在就戴上？ Oh, you-- you mean right now?
Mm-hmm.
[Aster chuckles]
[Photronique's "Check Me Out" plays]
♪ Check me out, check me out ♪
♪ I'm underground... ♪
‪“所以我跟很多人都很像 [Aster] "So I'm like a lot of people.
‪这让我成了一个‘四不像’” Which makes me kind of no one."
♪ Every inch of my design Is far from grace... ♪ [fading]
[Paul whispers] Uh...
‪-我现在能发短信给她吗？ ‪-为时尚早 -Can I text her now? -Too soon.
‪反正我要发 No, I'm gonna do it.
‪如果你想让她觉得 ‪你跟其他人没什么两样 If you want her to think you're like everyone else.
[sighs heavily]
[Paul taps on his cell phone]
‪（轻支付 ‪保罗M 给你转账50美元） [alert chime]
‪“我以前从未想过融入集体的苦恼 [Ellie] "I never really thought about the oppression of fitting in before.
‪与众不同的好处 ‪就是没有人会期望你像他们一样” The good thing about being different
is that no one expects you to be like them."
‪嘿 等等我！ [Paul running] Hey, wait for me!
‪“难道每个人不都觉得 ‪自己与众不同吗？可是… [Aster] "Doesn't everyone think they're different, but...
‪我们的与众不同好像又异曲同工” pretty much we're all different in the same way?"
‪“已经站在人气之巅的女孩如是说” -[bell rings] -[Ellie] "Says the girl
perched on the rarefied peak of Mt. Popularity."
‪宝贝！ Babe!
‪塔可时间到了 Taco time.
‪“放轻松 爱情小白先生 [Aster] "Easy, Mr. I Know Nothing About Love.
‪我可能会让你大吃一惊” I may surprise you."
‪那你想去哪里？ [girl 1] So, where do you wanna go?
‪我想去能买到睡衣的地方 [girl 2] I want to go somewhere where I could get pajamas.
‪你想去盖璞吗？ [girl 1] Do you wanna go to Gap?
‪塔克维拉有家盖璞内衣 [girl 2] The one in Tukwila has a GapBody.
‪我超喜欢盖璞内衣 [girl 1] I love GapBody.
‪里面大概有15个试衣间 It has, like, 15 dressing rooms.
‪它是盖璞普通门店的升级版 [girl 2] Oh, it's the better Gap.
‪比韦纳奇那家好多了 [girl 1] So much better than the one in Wenatchee.
‪韦纳奇… [girl 2] Ugh. Wenatchee...
‪天呐 快去看莫莉的帖子 Oh, my God. Go look at Molly's posts.
‪她看起来好恶心 -[girl 1] Eww. -[girl 2] She looks so gross.
‪她怎么发那种照片？ -[girl 1] She looks so gross. -[girl 2] Why would she post that?
‪不知道 [girl 1] I have no idea.
‪特里格去了迪科煎炒店 [girl 2] Trig checked in at Dick's Fry Fry.
‪艾斯特太幸运了 [girl 1] Aster is so lucky.
‪没错 半个斯阔米什都是他家的 [girl 2 scoffs] Totes lucky. His family owns half of Squahamish.
‪而她家到现在还在租房 [girl 1] Hers doesn't even own their house.
‪你太无礼了 [girl 2 laughs]
-You're so rude. -[girl 1 giggles]
‪可这是事实 You know that it's true.
‪嗯 没错 -[girl 2] Yeah, it's true. -[girl 1 laughs]
‪“‪令人惊讶的是 ‪人们往往不知道自己不想要什么” [Ellie] "What's surprising is people don't see what they're not looking for."
‪“明显的事情往往会被忽略” [Aster] "The obvious unseen."
[door shuts]
‪所以… So...
‪这就是我一半的学生 ‪论文不及格的原因 this is why half my class is failing their essays.
‪我会尽快重新开业 I'll be reopen for business soon enough.
‪这种情况不会再持续下去 And this can't go on much longer.
‪“我一直在想你说的 ‪关于知道和不知道的理论” [Aster] "I've been thinking about what you said
-about seeing and not seeing." -[indistinct chatter]
‪是的 没错！ [man] Yes, I do!
‪“我的绘画老师曾告诉我… [Aster] "I had a painting teacher once tell me that
‪好的绘画作品 ‪和伟大的绘画作品的区别… the difference between a good painting and a great painting...
‪往往在于五个笔画 is typically five strokes.
‪这五笔通常是画中最大胆的五笔 And they're usually the five boldest strokes in the painting.
‪当然了 问题是… The question, of course...
‪是哪五笔？” is which five strokes?"
‪“我知道 辛辛苦苦地 ‪画了一幅好画之后… [Ellie] "I get it. After one's slaved away at making a pretty good painting,
‪你最不愿意做的事情 ‪就是再大胆地添一笔 这有可能…” the last thing you'd want to do is make a bold stroke and potentially..."
‪“会毁掉一切 [Aster] "Ruin everything.
‪所以我放弃了绘画 That's why I gave up painting.
‪不过 我还是忍不住想 ‪自己的生活是否就是如此” Still, I wonder if that is how I'm living my life."
‪嘿 宝贝！ Hey, babe?
‪哪一件？ Which one?
‪右边这件 是吧？ Right one, right?
‪好 Great.
Let's do this.
‪“我的生活… [Aster] "It's a...
‪还挺不错的 pretty good life.
‪也许是住在斯阔米什的人 ‪所能期望的最好的生活” Probably the best life one could hope for in Squahamish."
-[indistinct TV chatter] -[snoring]
‪“也许吧 [Ellie] "Perhaps...
‪但你对斯阔米什了解多少呢？” but how well do you really know Squahamish?"
‪（任意五笔）
‪“哦 所以这就是你最大胆地一笔？” [Ellie] "Oh, so that's your boldest stroke?"
‪（到你了…）
‪“我喜欢厚积薄发 [Aster] "I'm into the slow build. What was that?"
‪那是什么意思？”
‪“要果断 [Ellie] "Decisiveness.
‪但是请你慢慢变得大胆” But, please, take all the time you need to be bold."
‪“这对你来说就够大胆了吗？” [Aster] "Is this bold enough for you?"
‪“抽象艺术就是这样诞生的” [Ellie] "And thus was abstract art born."
‪“并转变的” [Aster] "And transformed."
‪嘿！ [man] Hey!
‪嘿！ Hey!
‪“或者不是” -[thunder rumbles] -[Aster] "Or not."
‪“一切美好的事物最终都会遭到毁灭 [Ellie] "Everything beautiful is ruined eventually.
‪也许就是这样吧 Maybe that's the thing.
‪如果你真要毁掉自己的画… If you do ruin your painting...
‪你必须知道你完全有能力 you gotta know you have everything in you
‪可以再次画出那幅美丽的作品” to get to that pretty good painting again."
‪“但若你永远不添上那大胆的一笔…” [Aster] "But if you never do the bold stroke..."
‪（特里格： ‪今天别让我吃碳水化合物！） [teacher speaks indistinctly]
‪“你永远不会知道 ‪自己是否能够画出伟大的作品” [Ellie] "You'll never know if you could've had a great painting."
‪…三角形不一样 [teacher] ...triangle is different.
‪所有有三条边的多边形 All polygons with three sides.
‪去掉一条边… Take one side away,
‪就只会是一个角 now it's just an angle.
‪加上一条边 就是正方形 Add a side, that's a square.
‪我什么时候能跟她约会？ [Paul] When does the dating start?
‪你们现在就在约会 This is dating.
‪不 约会应该包括汉堡、薯条和奶昔 No, dating is burgers and fries and shakes.
‪或许还要再点一份薯条 And maybe another order of fries.
‪还有… And...
‪-我要发短信给她 ‪-等等 做什么？ -I'm gonna text her. -Wait, what?
‪-迟早得停止互相写信 ‪-还没到那一步呢！ -At a certain point, you've gotta close. -We're not at that point!
‪我们早就过了那一步 We're way past that point.
-[text chimes] -[crowd cheering]
[tires spinning]
‪（保罗蒙斯基： ‪今晚共进晚餐如何？我有车！） -[engine revving] -[cheers continue]
‪哦 天啊！ [music plays softly on radio]
[Ellie] Oh, my God.
‪天啊！ I've gone... [groans]
‪“我妹妹黑了我的手机 "Little sister hacked my phone.
‪我们能去一个更安全的平台交流吗？ Can we take this to a safer platform?
‪比如说幽灵信使？ Ghost Messenger?
‪我的用户名是… My handle's...
‪史密斯科若纳” Smith Corona."
‪-史密斯科若纳是谁？ ‪-一个普通人 -Who's Smith Corona? -Just a guy.
‪完了 -[Paul] Crap. -[Ellie groans]
[cheering continues]
Whoo! Whoo! Whoo!
‪我是泥土之王！ ‪宝贝 你拍下来了吗？ I'm the king of the mud! Babe! Babe, did you get that?
‪标题就写“泥土之王” Caption it, "Mudding king."
‪泥土之王！泥土… [all] Mudding king! Mudding king!
Mudding king! Mudding--
[phone chimes]
‪幽灵信使收到一条新消息 [automated voice] New ghost message.
‪-耶 我们成功了！ ‪-耶！ -Yeah, we did it! -Yes!
[lid rattles]
[upbeat rock music playing]
‪（斯帕基餐厅）
‪她喜欢抽象而非具象 [Ellie] She prefers abstract to representational.
‪如果她提起《长日留痕》 If she brings up Remains Of The Day,
‪就谈这部电影因为没有详细刻画纳粹 ‪所以失败了 talk about how the movie loses out by not spending more time on the Nazis.
‪别着急 我没问题的 [Paul] Relax. I got this.
‪-但是… ‪-这是约会 -[Ellie] But-- -[Paul] It's a date, not a book report.
‪不是读书会
‪去年他去鲍威尔书店时 ‪我让他在两本书上签了名 I got two of them signed when he came to Powell's Books last year. [chuckles]
‪我开了一晚上的车才到那里 I drove all night to get there.
‪哦 Oh, uh...
‪不错 Cool.
‪这本书你应该已经读过了吧 You've probably already read it.
‪-我觉得你肯定会想要一本 ‪-嗯 当然 -Thought you'd like one. -Uh, yeah, totally.
‪不 我很喜欢… No, I-- I love, uh...
‪纳粹 Nazis.
‪我是说书中的那些人 [Paul over speaker] I mean, the-- the ones in the book.
‪很多都是纳粹 是吧？ I mean, like, more of those Nazis. Am I right?
‪说到纳粹… Uh, speaking of Nazis...
‪谢谢你约我在这里见面 thank you for meeting me here.
‪我爸爸… My dad...
‪虽然他不是纳粹 但是… he isn't a Nazi exactly, but, uh...
‪他有时候特别严厉 he can be pretty strict.
‪你知道的 人们会议论 You know, people talk.
‪对 议论 Um, yeah. Talk. Ugh.
[sighs]
‪但是… It's nice...
‪我很高兴能交到一个新朋友 to make a new friend, though.
‪哦 Oh.
‪朋友 A friend.
‪好 Good.
‪他们用了喷射鲜奶油 They use Reddi-wip.
‪哦 Oh.
‪是…罐装的那种 It's, uh... from a can.
‪但没关系的 Uh... but it's okay.
[sighs heavily]
‪也没多糟糕啦 [Paul] It wasn't that bad.
‪那个约会哪个环节不糟糕了？ ‪你们毫无共同之处 What about that date wasn't bad? You have nothing in common.
‪现在还没有 但是… Not yet, but--
‪游戏结束了 Game over.
‪-我不能放弃 ‪-你和艾斯特弗洛雷斯没可能的 [Paul panting] I can't give up.
[Ellie] Look, you and Aster Flores, not gonna happen.
‪-咔嚓咔嚓楚楚！ ‪-嘿！ -[boy] Chugga chugga Chu Chu! -[Paul] Hey!
‪-你们叫谁“楚楚”？ ‪-该死 我们赶紧走！ -Who are you calling "Chu Chu"? -[boy] Shit, let's get out of here!
‪什么样的胆小鬼 ‪会说完蠢话开车就溜？ [Paul] What kind of wusses say dumb shit and then drive away?
‪嗯 你们最好赶紧溜掉！ Yeah, you'd better run!
‪怎么了？ What?
‪艾斯特弗洛雷斯以为 ‪你喜欢抽象艺术和英国压抑文学 [Ellie] Aster Flores thinks you're into abstract art
and repressed British literature.
‪-嗯 ‪-但这些你都不符合 -Yeah. -None of that is you.
‪我可以的 我开始读《长日留痕》了 It could be. I started reading that Remains Of The Day book.
‪-真的？ ‪-嗯 我睡着了几次 -Really? -Yeah. I fell asleep a few times,
‪但我在继续读 but I'm still reading it.
‪这总能算作好事吧 That's gotta count for something.
‪努力是没有意义的 There are no points for effort.
‪这不就是爱情的模样吗？ ‪你会为爱一个人付出很多努力 Isn't that what love is? How much effort you put into loving someone?
[thunder rumbles]
‪不管爱情是什么 ‪我们都和艾斯特弗洛雷斯结束了 Well, whatever love is,
-we just blew it with Aster Flores. -[phone chimes]
‪（迪加里维罗 ：之前的见面…）
‪（有点奇怪？） Yes!
‪耶！
‪我可以的 No, I can do this.
‪我们可以的 We can do this.
[rain pattering on roof]
‪好吧 Okay.
‪我付你双倍的钱 I'll pay you double.
‪你不用付钱 You don't have to pay me.
‪别讲奇怪的话 伙计 ‪不然你为何这么做？ Don't be weird, dude. Why else would you do this?
‪我有积蓄 No, I've got savings.
‪你们下次约会是在三周后 [Ellie] Next date is three weeks away.
‪三周？ -Three weeks? -You told her you're slammed
‪-你说你忙着橄榄球训练的事 ‪-是吗？ -with football training. -I-- I did?
‪是的 而且你们还在争论 ‪哪个赫本更好 Yes. Also, you're in a debate on who's the better Hepburn.
‪谁在那边？ [Mr. Chu] Who there?
‪爸 把你吵醒了？ [in Mandarin] Ba, did we wake you?
‪功课 School project.
‪你好 艾莉楚的爸爸 Hi, Ellie Chu's dad.
‪我没时间把艾斯特想象中的你 ‪都教给你 所以我们得有点选择性 We don't have time to school you on everything Aster thinks you are,
‪深度学习与广泛学习 so we have to be selective. Deep versus broad-based learning.
‪我们暗中侦察她 ‪然后教你她最喜欢的东西 -Huh? -We spy on her,
then cram you on her greatest hits.
‪哦 很好 Oh, cool.
‪-你准备好了吗？ ‪-嗯 -Are you ready for this? -Yes.
‪你准备好了吗？ [hushed] Are you ready for this?
‪好了 长官 Yes, sir! Yes, sir!
‪嘘！ Shh!
‪在《禁闭》中 有三人被困于地狱 So, in No Exit, three people are trapped in hell.
‪一扇门开了 但没有一人离开 A door opens, but nobody leaves.
‪真是不可思议 他受不了那些人 [Paul] That's nuts. He can't stand these people.
‪一扇门开了 他却不走？ A door opens and he doesn't leave?
‪他被困在地狱 ‪这是存在的一种隐喻说法 [Ellie] He's trapped in hell. It's a metaphor for existence.
‪我外婆讨厌明尼苏达州 所以她走了 [Paul] My nana hated Minnesota. She left.
‪你外婆又不是20世纪伟大的思想家！ [Ellie] Your nana wasn't one of the great thinkers of the 20th century.
‪我外婆也没有被困在地狱里 -[Paul] Nana's not trapped in hell either. -[Ellie groans]
‪嘿 你要去哪里？ Hey! Hey, where are you going?
‪蒙斯基到底怎么了？ The hell's got into Munsky?
‪（赫本） You're like some marvelous, distant, well, queen, I guess.
‪我想你就像一个了不起的 ‪高高在上的女王
‪你是如此的美好 You're so cool and fine.
‪我不想被人崇拜 我想被人爱 [Hepburn] I don't want to be worshiped, I want to be loved.
‪《费城故事》的核心是呼吁宽容 Key thing about The Philadelphia Story is it's a plea for tolerance.
‪你看看这个 Check this out. I'm calling it taco sausage. Do you want a bite?
‪我叫它塔可香肠 你想吃吗？
‪不了 所以宽容… No. So tolerance...
‪两种手拿食物合成了一种美味 Two hand foods, one great taste.
‪对话就像打乒乓球 Conversation is like ping-pong.
‪我打过去然后你… I hit one and then you...
‪你怎… What the...
‪糟了 Oops.
‪（侦察）
‪（恐怖电影节）
[crowd groans]
-[screaming] -[giggling]
[crowd gasps]
-[crowd groans, shrieks] -[Aster continues giggling]
[instrumental spy music playing]
‪（情敌研究）
‪（软硬兼施 犯人）
‪我们正在写一篇 ‪我们最钦佩的学生的简介 We're writing a profile on the student we most admire.
‪真棒 Oh, cool, cool.
‪-职场女性如何？ ‪-艾斯特喜欢吃瘦肉吗？ -Views on women in the workplace? -Does Aster like lean meats?
‪你在做什么？ [both] What are you doing?
‪-我唱白脸 ‪-那你怎么不微笑？ -I'm good cop. -Then how come you aren't smiling?
‪我会微笑的 ‪如果你认真执行我的计划… I'll smile when you follow the plan that I carefully--
‪我还在想怎么没多点人要采访我 I'm surprised more kids haven't asked to interview me. Huh.
‪让我进去 我会面带微笑的 I'm going in. I'm going in with my smile.
‪（讨厌葡萄干！）
‪看起来麋鹿队有个队员无人防守 [announcer] Looks like The Moose have a man open.
Oh!
‪你不饿吗？ [Paul] You're not hungry?
‪不是吃饭的时候就不饿 Not if it's not time to eat.
‪好奇怪的理论 Now that's weird.
‪嘿 我能问你个问题吗？ Hey, uh, can I ask you a question?
‪我不想吃塔可香肠 I don't want to try a taco sausage.
‪你们为何来斯阔米什？ Why Squahamish?
‪因为你爸爸在这里似乎不开心 ‪你也似乎有点不开心 Just, like, your dad seems so unhappy here and you also seem kind of unhappy.
‪-我得走了 ‪-不 等等 -I gotta go. -No, no, no, wait.
‪不 你没有认真对待这件事 ‪我有一大堆事要做 No, you're not taking this seriously. I have a ton of work I have to do.
‪不 只是你太聪明了 聪明到不会… No, just, you're so smart. Like, too smart to, like--
‪浪费我的时间 ‪帮你追一个永远不会看你的女孩 Waste my time trying to win you a girl who'll never look your way?
‪-不 只是这太奇怪了 ‪-你才奇怪！ -No, it just seems weird. -You're weird!
‪不…好吧 No-- Yes.
‪好好享受你在斯阔米什的幸福生活吧 -Enjoy your happy life in Squahamish. -No, no...
‪《禁闭》里讲的就像 ‪我很想开家自己的店 The thing about No Exit is it's like how what I really want is to run my own shop,
‪改良之前的食谱 ‪顺便说一句 塔可香肠真的很好吃 with new recipes. And-- And FYI, taco sausage is really effing good.
‪但我是家里的第四个儿子 Okay, but I'm the fourth son
‪49年来 我的家人 ‪一直在做同样的香肠 and my family's been making the same sausage for 49 years
‪不管他们会破产 还是赶不上潮流 ‪都不重要 and it doesn't matter if they're going broke, or out of style,
‪这是外婆的食谱 如果妈妈留不住她 ‪至少她会做她的香肠 they're Nana's recipes.
If Ma can't have Nana, at least she can make her sausages.
‪如果我离开 她会伤心 ‪我俩总要有一个人伤心 If I break away, it'll break her heart. And it's either her heart or mine.
‪所以我留下来了 [panting]
So I stay.
[Ellie scoffs]
[sighs heavily]
‪我们当时必须去 ‪爸爸能找到工作的地方 We had to go where my dad could get a job.
‪他研究火车？ He studied trains?
‪工程学 Engineering.
‪还是博士学位 PhD, no less.
‪所以… So, uh,
‪他成了斯阔米什的车站经理 he became the station manager at Squahamish.
‪是从经理开始 To start.
‪原计划是他会被晋升为系统工程师 The plan was to be promoted to system engineer.
‪或其他工程师 Or anything engineer.
‪斯阔米什本来只是跳板 Squahamish was a jumping-off point.
‪事实证明 说一口流利的英语 ‪胜过拥有博士学位 It turns out speaking good English trumps having a PhD.
‪或者说中国的博士学位 Or one from China anyway.
‪我爸爸 他… And my dad, he--
‪英语说得不怎么好 Doesn't speak very good.
‪-也没那么差！ ‪-我说得也不好 -He's not bad. -I don't speak very good either.
‪确实 True.
‪你的理由是什么？ What's your excuse?
‪吃点蔬菜炖牛肉如何？ How do you feel about pot roast?
‪我该回车站去了 I should get back to the station.
‪我们得吃点东西 I know, but we've gotta eat.
‪妈！ [sighs]
‪妈 别再加我的好友了！ -[engine starts] -[boy] Mom!
[girl] Tommy, stop friending my friends!
‪你是要好好想想 ‪还是打算吃饭的时候一直冲我嚷嚷？ Would you like to weigh in or are you just gonna scream throughout the meal?
‪我来处理狗狗摔跤的事 I'll deal with the dog wrestling.
‪-妈！ ‪-这是你的错！ -Mom! -It's your fault!
[overlapping shouts]
‪要不我们去你家？ [Paul] Or we could go to your place?
[jaunty instrumental music plays on TV]
[cutlery clinks softly]
[sighs]
‪力道和击球动作都要跟对方一致 ‪一次只说一件事 Match energy, match strokes, and just say one thing.
‪你出生在哪里？ Where were you born?
‪斯阔米什 In Squahamish.
‪你呢？ What about you?
‪好啊 不错 也没多难嘛 Okay. Good. That wasn't so hard.
‪但你出生在哪里？ But where were you born?
‪我不需要对话练习 I don't need talking practice.
‪只是这样的对话似乎太短了 It just seems like a really short conversation.
[Ellie sighs]
‪我出生在中国徐州 I was born in Xuzhou, China.
‪你何时来的这里？ When did you come here?
‪五岁那年 When I was five.
‪你喜欢斯阔米什哪里？ -What do you like about Squahamish? -Uh...
‪我从没去过别的地方 I've never been anywhere else.
‪我也没有 Me neither.
‪撒旦是如何传递信息的？ [Mr. Flores] How does Satan get his message through?
‪外面都是野狗、巫师和道德败坏之人 Outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the immoral persons. [groans]
‪他是靠写信吗？ Does he write letters?
‪不 他让我们自己质疑 -No, he causes us to question. -[phone vibrates]
‪质疑我们的生活、我们的选择 Question our lives, our path.
‪我们对上帝虔诚的信仰 Our very faith in God.
‪撒旦却撒下了怀疑的种子 -Satan plants the seed of doubt... -[phone vibrates]
‪从这颗种子中生长出了原罪 ...and, from that seed, grows sin.
‪原罪到处都是 Sin is everywhere.
‪我们很幸运 ‪住在斯阔米什这么好的小镇上 We're lucky to live in a good town like Squahamish.
‪但世界处于变化之中 But the world is changing.
‪让我们坚强地面对撒旦的召唤 Let us stay strong against Satan's call,
‪以免原罪悄悄潜入 ‪破坏神为我们预备的美好生活 lest sin creep in and destroy the good life God has prepared for us.
[school bell rings]
‪你知道终于遇到一个 ‪完全懂你的同龄人是什么感觉吗？ You know what it's like to finally meet someone your age who gets you?
‪你知道还能在哪里遇到这样的人吗？ You know where else you can meet people your age who get you?
‪大学 College.
‪你应该发一些表情 [Paul] You should send some emojis.
‪我不想给她发表情 [whispers] I'm not sending her emojis.
‪可以发菠萝、猫头鹰 ‪和戴眼镜的毛毛虫 Do pineapple, owl, caterpillar with glasses.
‪那是什么意思？ [Ellie] What does that mean?
‪根本毫无意义！ That doesn't mean anything.
‪戴眼镜的毛毛虫看起来很聪明 [Paul] Glasses make the caterpillar look smart.
‪你最喜欢的食物？ Favorite food?
‪卤肉饭 你呢？ Braised pork over rice. Yours?
‪塔可香肠 [both] Taco sausage.
‪-卤肉里有五香粉吗？ ‪-你怎么知道五香粉？ -Does braised pork have five-spice powder? -How do you know five-spice powder?
‪我偷看了你家的橱柜 I kind of creeped in your cabinets.
‪我一直在寻找新的调料 I'm always looking for new spices.
‪你要放弃塔可香肠？ Giving up on the taco sausage?
‪才不会 这几个月来 ‪我一直在给韦纳奇的报社写信 Oh, no way. I've been writing to the paper in Wenatchee for months now.
‪要是能找到人来品尝就好了 If I could just get the guy to taste it.
‪通向成功的大门就在韦纳奇 -The gateway to greatness is Wenatchee. -Yeah.
‪是的
‪你一定要尝尝 Hey, you gotta try it.
‪你的家人觉得如何？ What do the other Munskys think?
‪他们都还没吃过 They haven't tried it.
‪塔可香肠听起来很不错 Taco sausage has a nice ring to it.
‪嗯 是吧？ Yeah, right?
‪嘿 Hey.
‪怎么了？ Yeah?
‪你妈妈是个什么样的人？ What was your mom like?
‪年轻又有趣 但去世了 Young, funny, dead.
‪她去世前之前呢？ No, before she died.
‪年轻、有趣… Young, funny...
‪会逗人开心 fun.
‪她听起来很酷 She sounds cool.
‪是的 Yeah.
‪我想她肯定会品尝塔可香肠 I bet she would've tried the taco sausage.
[laughs]
[chattering indistinctly]
‪（迪加里维罗： ‪那…你怎么总是这么晚上线？）
‪（史密斯科若纳：世界陷入沉睡后）
‪（有更多的思考空间）
‪（迪加里维罗：秘密时刻？）
‪（史密斯科若纳：差不多吧）
‪（迪加里维罗：那是什么秘密…）
[rain pattering outside]
‪你喜欢艾斯特什么？ What do you like about Aster?
‪她很漂亮… She's pretty...
‪而且… and...
‪很聪明 smart...
‪总是宽厚待人 and she's never mean.
‪她闻起来像刚磨好的面粉 And she smells like fresh-ground flour.
‪怎么了？ Why?
‪好奇而已 Just wondering.
‪我还能喜欢她什么？ What else could I like about her?
‪我不知道 I don't know.
[distant thunder rumbles]
‪她看你的眼神 How her eyes look right into yours.
‪她… How...
‪看书时用手卷头发的样子 she twirls her hair when she's reading.
‪她… How...
‪有那么几个瞬间… her laugh...
‪控制不住自己 大声笑出来 ‪不再让自己撑着 busts out like she can't help herself and she stops being so perfect
‪完美的人设 for just a few moments.
‪她至少有五种不同的声音 She has at least five different voices.
‪你生活在她思想的海洋里… How you could live in an ocean of her thoughts and...
‪感觉她都知道… feel like she knows,
‪真的知道… like really knows...
‪我太愚蠢了 I'm so stupid.
‪-我只是想说… ‪-不 我太愚蠢了 -I just meant-- -No, I'm so dumb.
‪-不是… ‪-像白痴一样 -No-- -Like a real idiot.
‪-你别觉得我… ‪-不 你刚才说的话 -Don't think that I-- -No, what you said.
‪是你爱上一个人时会说的话 That's what you say when you love someone.
‪不 刚才我只是随便说说 No, I-- I was just talking.
‪-我永远都不会… ‪-不 就是的 -I would never, ever actually-- -No, it is.
‪而且你根本就不在乎 And-- And you don't even care.
‪我是说 我爱她 但我连… I mean, I love her and I can't even...
Agh!
[Paul sighs]
‪你比… You try...
‪我见过的… harder than...
‪任何人都要努力… anyone I've ever met...
‪可能仅次于我爸对我妈的感情… I mean, with the possible exception of my dad with my mom...
‪让一个女孩知道… to show a girl that...
‪你爱她 you love them.
‪如果你付出的努力不是爱… And if love isn't the effort you put in...
‪那… then...
‪是什么呢？ what is it?
‪是吗？ Yeah?
‪是的 Yeah.
[soft chuckle]
-[exhales] -[toaster dings]
[indistinct chatter on TV]
[train horn blares on TV]
‪真不敢相信你还喝养乐多 [Ellie] I can't believe you drink Yakult.
‪体育场的自动售货机有 [Paul] Stadium vending machine.
‪教练打算免费提供 ‪这东西让他的大便通畅 Coach is gonna provide it free. Keeps him regular.
‪真的吗？ Seriously?
‪唯一的亚洲超市 ‪要骑车三个小时才能到 The only Asian grocery is three hours by bike.
‪不要追她的火车 Do not run after her train.
‪不要 Do not.
‪不要！ Do not! Ugh.
‪这么做还挺贴心的 -[Paul] It's kinda sweet. -[Ellie] Kinda trite.
‪是老套吧 [Paul] Uh, it shows that he cares.
‪这表现了他的爱意 [Ellie] It shows he's a moron.
‪表现了他的愚蠢 Who outruns trains?
‪谁能跑过火车？ That girl's thinking, "Thank God I got out before wasting my life on that idiot."
‪那女孩在想 “感谢上帝 我及时抽身 ‪没把一辈子浪费在那个白痴身上”
‪她看起来很伤心 She looks sad.
‪那她也是个笨蛋 Then she's a moron, too.
[crickets chirring]
‪（史密斯科若纳：不说秘密） [texting]
‪（只是在想一个好人）
[soft guitar playing]
‪（史密斯科若纳： ‪…你应该和一个好人在一起） [sets phone down]
‪我们安然无恙 [Ellie] ♪ Safe and sound ♪
‪当夜色愈来愈深时 ♪ As the night tore and spun around ♪
‪嗒嗒嗒 ♪ Da-da-dum ♪
‪（斯帕基餐厅） [slow guitar song plays over radio]
[bicycle spokes spinning]
[bike rattles]
‪我排练毕业班才艺表演来着 ‪忘了时间 [Ellie] Lost track of time practicing for the senior talent show.
‪我有点紧张 但随便了 好了 A little freaked about it, but whatever. Okay.
‪艾斯特 如果她提起 ‪你最近一直在说的移民问题… Aster. If she brings up immigration, you've been talking about the recent--
‪-我知道 ‪-搞不清楚时 若是意大利语人名 -I know. -When in doubt, if the name is Italian,
‪或许是个艺术家 probably an artist.
‪-如果是法语 那可能… ‪-嘿 -If French, it's probably-- -Hey.
♪ We could do it over and over ♪
‪谢谢你 -Thanks. -♪ And over again ♪
‪哦 -Oh. -♪ Over and over... ♪
‪不客气 Uh, sure.
‪我可能会一败涂地 I'm probably gonna crash and burn, but...
‪但是…
‪不管怎样 谢谢你一直陪着我 thanks for sticking it out with me anyway.
‪那个… Well...
‪你又不是没付我钱 -not like you didn't pay me. -[gentle scoff]
‪反正… Well, uh...
‪要谢谢你 thanks.
‪嘿 Hey.
‪你不会一败涂地 You're not gonna crash and burn.
♪ Believe me... ♪
[sighs heavily]
‪你肯定会一败涂地 You're totally gonna crash and burn.
♪ And now we're alone... ♪
[sighs]
[country music plays softly over speakers]
‪-我很好奇… ‪-移民法案怎么样？ -I was wondering-- -What about the immigration bill?
‪抱歉 你说吧 Sorry, uh... go ahead.
‪不 No, no.
‪你说吧 You.
‪哦 Oh, uh...
‪移民法案 The immigration bill.
Mmm?
‪是吧？ Uh... right?
‪是吧？ [hesitantly] Right?
‪嗯 Yeah.
‪加油啊 伙计 Come on, dude.
[country music continues softly over speakers]
‪我们不必非得谈… We don't have to talk about...
‪很严肃的事情 serious things.
‪哦 Oh.
‪好吧 Okay.
‪你刚才想说什么？ What were you about to say?
‪哦 Oh, uh...
‪这样很好 我们成为了… It's still cool that we're...
‪朋友 friends.
‪嗯 是很好 Yeah. Yeah, it's cool.
‪朋友 Friends.
[music continues over phone speaker]
[sighs]
[phone vibrates]
‪你给我发消息了？ You messaged me?
‪嗯 Uh, yeah.
‪（史密斯科若纳： ‪在你身边时我会紧张）
[chuckles]
‪（迪加里维罗：为什么？） [Aster texting]
[phone dings]
‪（保罗：什么情况？）
‪（艾莉：看你的手机！）
‪（迪加里维罗： ‪我就是个普通女孩）
‪你不是普通的女孩 [softly] You're not just a girl.
‪（史密斯科若纳： ‪你不是普通的女孩）
‪（保罗：你们在说什么？） [phone dings]
‪（艾莉：不要再看我了！）
‪（迪加里维罗：我不是吗？）
‪（那你是什么样子的？）
[texting]
‪（史密斯科若纳：我也…）
‪（不是女孩） -[Aster giggles] -[chuckles]
[Aster texting]
‪（迪加里维罗：你好奇怪）
‪（但很可爱）
‪（史密斯科若纳：你…）
[texting]
‪（史密斯科若纳： ‪你的骨骼结构很经典）
‪（迪加里维罗：…谢谢）
‪我觉得你… [whispers] I think you are...
‪（史密斯科若纳：我觉得你）
‪你… You are...
‪（史密斯科若纳：你）
‪不行 No.
[sighs]
‪（史密斯科若纳：问题是）
‪我不想只跟你做朋友 [Paul over speaker] I don't want to be just friends.
‪什么？ Wait, what?
‪不行！那样不好 快坐下！ No, no. Bad. Sit!
‪哦 Uh...
‪我觉得你漂亮、有趣 Oh.
I think you're pretty and funny
‪又聪明 你的笑声就像… and smart and your laughter, it's like...
‪思想的海洋 an ocean of thoughts.
‪像思想的五大海洋 像五种… Like five oceans of thoughts. Like five...
‪声音… voice--
‪我喜欢你 I like you.
[Gordon Lightfoot's "If You Could Read My Mind" playing]
‪我不知道该说什么 I don't... I don't know what to say.
‪我也不知道 Yeah, me neither.
‪我不是很会说话 I'm not a good talker.
‪没关系的 That's okay.
[soft chuckle]
[patrons muttering]
[woman] Okay.
♪ When you reach the part ♪
♪ Where the heartaches come ♪
♪ The hero would be me ♪
♪ But heroes often fail ♪
♪ And you won't read that book again ♪
♪ Because the ending's Just too hard to take ♪
‪你们好啊 嫉妒鬼 ‪谁第二次约会表现很棒？ [Paul] What up, haters? Who rocked their second date?
‪86号 保罗蒙斯基！ -Number 86, Paul Munsky! -[music plays softly over speakers]
‪现在 他的女搭档 ‪要在毕业班演奏会上大放异彩了 And now, his side-girl's gonna rock the senior recital.
‪是钢琴独奏 [scoffs] It's a piano solo.
‪-你一定会表现很棒 ‪-我会吐的 -You're gonna be awesome. -I'm gonna be puking.
‪你一直在为观众演奏 You're always playing for an audience.
‪那是在一旁 On the side.
‪我没有单独在舞台上演凑过 Not on stage, alone.
‪你肯定会燃爆全场 -[Paul] You're gonna crush it. -Hmm.
‪哦 塔克维拉那边报社的一个美食家 ‪给我写信了 我跟你说了吗？ Oh, did I tell you that some food guy from the paper in Tukwila wrote me?
‪他一定是通过 ‪韦纳奇那边的人知道了我 He must have heard about me from the guy in Wenatchee.
‪他喜欢我对香肠的描述 ‪想亲口尝尝 He likes how my sausage sounds and he wants to try it.
‪砰！蒙斯基的好日子来了 Boom! It-- It's Munsky time.
‪你真是春风得意啊 Hey, look at you.
[sighs]
‪那… So...
‪你和艾斯特都说什么了？ what did you and Aster talk about?
‪我不知道 Uh, I don't know.
‪我们点了奶昔和薯条 You know, we got milkshakes and fries.
‪我们还手牵着手 And we held hands.
‪那段时光很安静… It was, uh, quiet...
‪很… and...
‪美好 nice.
‪然后她有宵禁 ‪所以我们走回了她的车旁 然后… And then she had curfew, so we walked back to her car and...
‪我吻了她 I kissed her.
‪怎么… How...
‪会… does that...
‪这样？ happen?
‪-什么？ ‪-那个吻 What?
The kiss.
‪我亲了她 I kissed her.
‪你怎么知道她想被亲？ How do you know she wants to be kissed?
Oh...
‪她用那种表情看着我 She gives you a look.
‪表情？ A look?
‪嗯 就像… Yeah, like, um...
Um...
‪就是她用那种表情看着你时 ‪若你看到了 就必须行动 Okay, she gives you a look and, when you see the look, you make your move.
‪不然你看起来真的很像傻瓜 Otherwise you look like a real putz.
‪现在我们是真的约会了 -Hmm. -And now we've got, like, a date date,
‪不像她从萨克拉门托的某个青年团 ‪回来后 那种朋友间的约会 not just a friend date, when she gets back from some youth group in Sacramento.
‪这里有试衣间 你知道吧？ There are dressing rooms, you know.
‪-我要买这件 ‪-是吗？ -I'll just get this. -Really?
‪-嗯 ‪-不过… -Yeah. -No, it's just...
‪你不穿牛仔裤和法兰绒衬衫时… [sighs]
You know, without the jeans and the flannel shirt...
‪看起来很奇怪 you look weird.
‪老天 谢谢 Gee, thanks.
‪这不像是你的风格 It just doesn't look like you.
‪穿这么淑女的话 Uh, all girled up.
‪我知道 I know.
‪你去试衣间 我会递给你几件衣服 Go to the dressing room. I'll toss you some things.
‪可你是男的 But you're a dude.
‪我有一个妹妹 I have a sister.
‪去吧 Go.
[horns playing on, off-key]
‪下一位毕业班学生不需要介绍 Well, our next senior needs no introduction.
‪斯阔米什的朋友们 你们好吗？ ‪麋鹿队！ What up, Squahamish! Moose!
-[crowd cheering] -Whoo!
‪你们都知道我是谁 You know who I am!
‪我也知道自己是谁 I know who I am!
‪我们开始吧！ -Let's do this! -[band playing Berlin's "Masquerade"]
-[cheering continues] -Whoo!
♪ The painted faces on the street ♪
♪ Caricatures of long ago ♪
♪ Oh, they were young and oh-so sweet ♪
♪ Down beyond the boulevard ♪
♪ Knock on doors and empty halls ♪
-♪ And still sometimes remember ♪ -Oh, my God!
‪哦 我的天呐！
♪ The masquerade's forever ♪
-[music continues, muted] -[crowd cheering]
‪艾莉楚 距离上台还有三分钟 ‪这是你最后一次去卫生间的机会 Ellie Chu, three minutes till go time. Last chance to pee.
♪ They reached for tomorrow ♪
-[crowd sings along] -♪ But tomorrow's more of the same ♪
‪咔嚓咔嚓 [whispers] Chugga chugga.
[soft laughter]
[crowd cheering]
‪特里格！ [crowd] Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig!
Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig!
-Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig! -[music stops]
‪好了 大家欢迎下一位… [announcer] All right, let's give it up next for...
‪艾莉楚 Ellie Chu.
‪咔嚓咔嚓楚楚！ [shouts] Chugga chugga Chu Chu!
[students laughing]
[plays harmonious minor chords]
[broken string twangs]
[begins song again]
[broken string twangs]
-[students snickering] -[string twangs]
[overlapping whispers]
‪下一位！ Next!
[laughter]
[soft clattering, sliding nearby]
‪唱你的歌 [softly] Play your song.
[students whispering]
[plays soft notes]
[playing gentle, harmonious notes]
‪我们终于到了 ♪ Here we are ♪
‪历经数日 ♪ Took so long ♪
‪漂洋过海 ♪ Came so far ♪
‪一路上 ♪ I slept ♪
‪我时时昏睡在 ♪ Half the way ♪
‪你的肩膀 ♪ On your shoulder ♪
‪我们安然无恙 ♪ Safe and sound ♪
‪当夜色愈来愈深时 ♪ As the night tore and spun around ♪
‪我们必须先消失 ♪ And we had to get lost ♪
‪才能被人发现 ♪ To be found ♪
[song ends]
[clapping]
[applause continues]
[cheering]
‪从何时候起 艾莉楚竟有些迷人了？ When did Ellie Chu get kinda hot?
[frogs croaking, bugs chirring]
‪嘿 Hey.
‪嘿！ Hey!
‪-走吧 ‪-毕业班演奏会余兴派对！ -Come on. -Senior recital after-party! Whoo!
-[hard rock music playing] -[people chattering]
‪中国女孩来了！ The Chinese girl came!
‪-中国女孩！ ‪-艾莉楚 -[all] Chinese girl! -[girl] Ellie Chu.
‪我只想告诉你 ‪我们一起上了四年的数学课 I just wanted to tell you we've had math together all four years
‪我一直想说 我喜欢你的指甲 and I always wanted to say that I like your nails.
‪哦 Oh.
‪嗯 那是没把从自行车上沾的油洗掉 Yeah. Can't get the bike grease out.
‪它们看起来很酷 They look badass.
‪想玩卡坦岛喝酒游戏吗？ Do you want to play Drinkers of Catan?
‪好 这个游戏很像《卡坦岛》 ‪但是当你穿过球道时 Okay. So it's like Settlers, but just, when you cross a fairway,
‪你要投三次球 然后继续前进 you take three shots and you just keep going.
‪这太多了！ -[boys] Oh! -That's a lot! That's a lot!
‪太多了！ That's so much!
‪我要用小麦换掉黑麦 I will trade you wheat for rye.
‪哦 那就是波旁威士忌了 Oh, bourbon it is.
‪谢谢 [chuckles]
[Paul] Thanks.
‪我希望你明白… I want you to know...
‪我知道自己一直在喝烈酒 that I can tell I have been drinking spirits.
‪因为我去尿尿的次数… Because I have to pee far more often...
‪比喝一般的潘趣酒时频繁多了 than would be indicated by plain punch.
‪所以不要觉得我没在关注情况 So don't think I haven't been monitoring the situation.
‪很好 那你有关注 ‪自己喝了多少杯吗？ Cool, cool. How many cups have you monitored?
‪我送你回家 Mmm...
‪好吧 Let's get you home.
Okay.
[Paul sighs]
[retches]
‪（保罗蒙斯基/香肠 西雅图美食评论 ‪收信人：美食评论家）
‪（保罗蒙斯基/香肠 斯波坎脆片 ‪收信人：美食评论家）
[phone vibrates]
-[exhales heavily] -[phone vibrates]
[scoffs]
‪（吃掉这两片药）
‪他去训练了 ‪但你可以把东西放到他的房间里 [basement door opens]
[mom] He's at practice, but you can leave it in his room.
‪好 就是一个我觉得 ‪他会喜欢的小玩意 [Aster] Yeah, it's just something silly I thought he'd like.
‪（迪加里维罗： ‪从萨克拉门托回来早了 起了吗？） [phone vibrates]
[approaching footsteps]
[Paul's mother chatters indistinctly]
‪我们最远到了斯库 We went as far as Sekiu once,
‪但我们从来没能去到加州 but we never made it all the way to California.
‪你真是个周游世界的人呢 ‪我很想去加利福尼亚 You're quite the little traveler. I would love to go to California.
‪哦 是保罗的中国朋友 ‪我都没听到你进来 -[Aster chuckles] -Oh, it's Paul's Chinese friend.
I didn't hear you come in.
‪我只是来送几本书 I was just, um, dropping off some books.
‪艾斯特是来送…汤米！ -Aster was just dropping off-- Tommy! -[loud whirring upstairs]
‪不要碰研磨机！ Hands off the grinder!
‪汤米！ Tommy!
-[indistinct shouts upstairs] -[door slams]
‪嗨 Hi.
‪你和保罗 你们… So, uh, you-- you and Paul, you guys...
‪哦 天呐 不是！不是的 ‪他百分之百喜欢的是你 Oh, God, no. No, no, no. He is, like, totally, 100% into you.
‪哦 Oh.
‪你知道我们的事？ You know about us?
‪他想多读些书 所以… He wanted to do some extra reading so...
‪我借给了他几本 I lent him some books.
‪他在用功读书？ He's doing extra reading?
‪他这样是为了你 For you.
‪这… That's, uh...
‪很贴心 That's sweet.
‪是的 It is.
‪我们第一次约会时… [chuckles] On our first date, uh...
‪我一直… I just kept...
‪谈论书籍 talking about books.
‪我觉得我差点把他吓跑 I think I almost drove him off.
‪我有时候就是个神经兮兮的白痴 I can be such a nervous idiot.
‪你绝对不是白痴 You could never be an idiot.
‪我是说 保罗永远不会那样想你 ‪因为他太喜欢你了 I mean, Paul would never think that about you, because he's way into you.
‪-我该回车站了 ‪-不用 好吧 -I should get back to the station. -No, yeah, no.
‪哦 这只是我旅行中 ‪随便画的一个东西 Oh, it's just some silly thing I made on my trip.
‪我喜欢画到边上的这一笔 I like this stroke off to the side.
‪看起来格外孤单 Lonely,
‪却又充满希望 but hopeful.
‪嗯 Yeah.
‪他会喜欢的 He'll love it.
‪嘿 Hey.
‪我能和你一起吗？ Can I come with?
‪去车站？ To the station?
‪反正我都骗了我爸我会去哪里 I already lied to my dad about where I'd be.
‪我有一天的时间 I have the day.
[crossing bell dinging]
[train horn blares in distance]
‪你每天都做这件事吗？ You get to do that every day?
‪两次 工作日早上6点40 晚上11点40 ‪周末 中午12点10分 晚上9点20 Twice. 6:40 a.m. and 11:40 p.m weekdays. 12:10 p.m. and 9:20 p.m weekends.
‪误差最多一个小时 Give or take an hour.
‪这太棒了 That is awesome.
‪-还算好玩 ‪-不 这就好像… -It's a real blast. -No, it's-- it's so...
‪主宰着宇宙 master of the universe.
‪一个小小的宇宙 A teeny-tiny universe. [sighs]
‪哦 至少你在主宰着什么 Oh, well. At least you rule something.
‪嘿 那些东西呢？ Hey, what about those?
‪我爸爸不信任它们 My dad doesn't trust them.
[sighs]
‪你想去别的地方吗？ Do you want to get outta here?
[Sharon Van Etten's "Seventeen" plays]
♪ I know what you wanna say ♪
♪ I think that you're all the same ♪
♪ Constantly being led astray ♪
‪我们要去哪里？ Where are we going?
‪去我最喜欢的秘密基地 -♪ You think you know ♪ -To my favorite secret place.
♪ Something you don't ♪
♪ Downtown hot spot ♪
♪ Halfway up the street ♪
♪ I used to be free ♪
♪ I used to be 17 ♪
♪ Follow my shadow ♪
♪ Around your corner ♪
♪ I used to be 17... ♪ [fading]
‪哇哦 Whoa.
‪这里不错吧？ Right?
[birds twittering]
‪这些是落叶树吗？ Are these deciduous trees?
‪我不知道 [Aster] I wouldn't know.
‪萨克拉门托没有这样的树 We don't have trees like this in Sacramento.
‪一切都颠倒了 所以… Everything's reversed, so...
‪夏天万物凋零 冬天万物复苏 things die off in summer, turn green in winter.
‪那是你长大的地方吗？ Is that where you grew up?
‪我在那里出生 后来搬来了这里 Born there. Moved here.
‪这就是我的人生故事 My life story.
[water splashes]
‪你穿的是秋衣吗？ Is that long underwear?
‪嗯 Yes.
‪我差点忘了 I almost forgot.
‪这里没有手机信号 所以… There's no cell service here, so...
[man over radio] And the Lord said, "Let..."
[rock music playing]
‪没人能来这里找到我们 [Aster] It's like no one can reach us here.
‪艾莉不在家 Ellie not here.
‪这是给你的 Oh, this is for you.
‪泰勒斯威夫特的游艇起了大用 [Ellie] Taylor Swift's yacht saves the day.
[Aster laughs]
‪其实… -[music plays softly on radio] -You know...
‪我想我从来没有过 ‪和女孩出去玩但不谈论男孩的经历 I don't think I've ever hung out with a girl and not talked about boys before.
‪哦 Oh.
‪-抱歉 ‪-不要这么说 -Sorry. -Don't be.
‪这样很好 It's nice.
‪保罗很不错 Paul's cool.
[sighs]
‪他很让人困惑 He's confusing.
‪我和他在一起时… It's like when I'm with him...
‪我觉得… I feel...
‪我觉得有安全感 I feel safe.
‪他很贴心 He's a sweet guy.
‪然后他又… Then it's like he...
‪写了一些话 让我感觉… writes these things that feel...
‪没有安全感 not safe.
‪没有安全感？ Not safe?
‪我无意中听到特里格和我爸谈论… I overheard Trig talking to my dad about...
‪我们未来的婚礼 our future wedding.
‪我是说 他还没向我求婚 但… I mean, he hasn't even asked me yet, but...
‪他就是… he's just...
‪很确定 so sure.
‪也许那就是爱情吧 And maybe that's love.
‪我应该嫁给特里格 I should marry Trig.
‪哦 Oh.
‪是吗？ Should I?
‪哦 [sighs]
Oh, well.
‪上帝也不清楚 ‪如果这能让我心里好受一些 God doesn't know either, if it's any consolation.
‪我不信仰上帝 I don't believe in God.
‪那感觉一定很好吧 That must be so nice.
‪不是的 No.
‪不好 It's not.
‪这让人… It's...
‪觉得孤独 lonely.
‪嗯 Yeah.
‪我希望知道自己相信什么 I wish I knew what I believed.
‪我一直祈求上帝给我个提示 I keep asking God for a sign.
‪然后保罗的信出现在了我的储物柜里 And then Paul's letter appeared in my locker.
‪我… I've...
‪从未感觉这么… never felt so...
[chuckles softly]
‪被人理解过 ...understood.
‪很愚蠢 是吧？ It's... [scoffs]
It's silly, right?
‪不 No.
‪这不愚蠢 It's not silly.
‪你知道什么是愚蠢吗？ You know what is silly?
‪你在…不 住手！ -What are you-- No, stop! -[Aster laughs]
‪-来啊！ ‪-不 我… -Come on! -No. I--
‪你穿了好几层？ Did you layer?
‪我在穿衣服方面 就像俄罗斯套娃 -I am a Russian doll of clothing. -[laughing]
[Chicago's "If You Leave Me Now" plays softly on radio]
‪重力是物质对孤独的反应 Gravity is matter's response to loneliness.
‪谁说的？ Who said that?
♪ How could we let it slip away? ♪
‪我不知道 I don't know.
♪ We've come too far ♪
‪那就是你说的了 -Then you said it. -♪ To leave it all behind ♪
♪ How could we end it all this way? ♪
♪ When tomorrow comes And we'll both regret... ♪
‪我妈妈曾经很爱这首歌 My mom loved this song.
‪她说每首歌、每部电影和每个故事… She said every song, movie, story...
‪都有其最精彩之处 has a best part.
[soft instrumental bridge playing]
‪刚才是吗？ Was that it?
‪你在问我 还是在表达观点？ Are you asking or saying?
[instrumental bridge cresting]
♪ A love like ours ♪
‪刚才就是 -♪ Is love that's hard to find ♪ -That was it.
‪嗯 [whispers] Yeah.
♪ How could we let it slip away? ♪
♪ We've come too far To leave it all behind ♪
♪ How could we end it all this way? ♪ [fading]
‪嘿 Hey.
‪我希望你找到自己的信仰 I hope you find something good to believe in.
‪我要结婚了 沃尔特 -I'm getting married, Walter. -You can't. You're a newspaper man.
‪不可以 你是个新闻人 That's why I'm quitting. I want to go someplace where I can be a woman.
‪所以我才要辞职 ‪我想去一个我可以做女人的地方
‪你是说做个叛徒吧 -[Walter] You mean be a traitor. -[woman] A traitor to what?
‪叛徒？什么叛徒？ [Walter] To journalism. You're a journalist, Hildy.
‪新闻事业的叛徒‪ ‪你是个记者 海蒂
‪记者？天呐 那是什么意思？ [Hildy] A journalist? Hell, what does that mean?
‪保罗做了些卤肉肠 挺不错的 [in Mandarin] Paul made a braised pork sausage. Pretty tasty.
‪你的在微波炉里 Yours is in the microwave.
‪…要再次开战吗？ [TV chatter continues]
[sighs]
[garbage rattling]
‪嘿 [Paul sighs]
[Aster] Hey.
[indistinct sports radio chatter]
‪嘿 Hey. [soft chuckle]
‪你信仰上帝吗？ Do you believe in God?
‪当然 Uh... of course.
‪嗯 Yeah.
‪嗯 当然了 Yeah, no, of course.
‪我收到你的画了 I, uh... I got your painting.
‪很好看 It was-- It was pretty.
‪谢谢 Thanks.
[clattering]
[sighs]
[strings twang]
‪（格林奈尔学院）
[sports radio chatter continues indistinctly]
Um...
‪这周有场重要的比赛 Big game this week.
‪要训练 Uh, training.
‪我… I'll, uh...
‪我们之后再见？ I'll see you after?
‪好 Yeah.
‪-没问题 ‪-好的 -Um, cool. -[chuckles] Okay.
[car starts]
[car pulls away]
‪保利 你在跟外面的垃圾结婚吗？ [man] Paulie, are you marrying the garbage out there?
‪（迪加里维罗：祝你今天好运！）
‪（史密斯科若纳：谢谢！） -[train horn blares] -[rooster crows]
‪（艾莉：艾斯特说）
‪（“祝你好运！”）
‪（保罗：你会去的吧？）
‪（艾莉：我等不及要看一群人 ‪互相闻屁股了） -[players grunting] -[whistle trilling]
‪斯阔米什麋鹿队落后49分 ‪看来又要大比分输掉比赛了 [announcer] Looks like another blowout with the Squahamish Moose down by 49.
‪在他们自己的十码线上 ‪发起了第四次进攻 Fourth down on their own ten-yard line.
‪还剩不到一分钟了 ‪队员们都在整顿阵容 等待弃踢 Less than a minute left on the clock. Players are lining up for the punt.
‪哇哦 真是糟糕的发球 -Hut! -Whoa, bad snap.
‪场上实在一片混乱 There's an awful lot of confusion out there.
‪看起来弃踢手想把球扔出去 Looks like the punter is trying to free the ball up
‪在这场比分相差悬殊的比赛中 ‪缩小跟对手的差距 and salvage a few yards out of this horribly crooked play.
[crowd cheering]
‪你后面！ [softly] Behind you!
‪弃踢手遭受了猛烈的一击 -[grunting] -Oh! The punter takes a savage hit.
‪跑啊 蒙斯基！ -[coach] Come on, Munsky! -[crowd cheers]
‪86号保罗蒙斯基拿到了球 And Number 86 Paul Munsky's got the ball.
‪五十、四十 Fifty! Forty!
‪三十 继续跑！ Thirty! Keep going!
‪继续！他得分了！ Keep going. He scores!
[cheering continues]
‪斯阔米什麋鹿队得分了！ ‪这是该队15年来首次得分 Squahamish Moose have scored! First time in 15 years. [chuckles]
‪我们得分了！ We're on the board! We're on the board! We're on the board!
We're on the board! We're on the board!
[announcer continues indistinctly]
[drink rattles]
‪嘿 Hey.
‪-斯阔米什队万岁 ‪-谢谢 -All hail the pride of Squahamish. -Thanks.
‪你不必给我买养乐多 Uh...
You, uh, you didn't have to get me a Yakult.
‪哦 嗯 给你一个 Oh. Yeah, take one.
‪不 我不想喝养乐多 No, no, I don't, uh, want a Yakult.
‪好吧 Good.
‪我要和你谈谈 Uh... Nah, I need to talk to you.
‪好吧 我拿不了了 你能… Okay. Uh, my hands are full. Could you...
‪-太好喝了 ‪-嘿… Mmm.
-So good. -Uh, hey...
‪怎么了？ What?
‪-你在做什么？ ‪-你不想让我亲你？ -What are you doing? -You don't want me to kiss you?
‪-不想！ ‪-为什么？ -No! -Why?
‪你喜欢别人吗？ [stammers] Is there someone else?
[Aster whimpers]
‪艾斯特 Aster.
‪艾斯特 这不是… Aster, this is not...
‪我们没有… We're-- We're not...
‪你… You...
‪-保罗 ‪-你… -Paul. -You, um...
Uh... [scoffs softly]
Um...
‪你喜欢艾斯特？ You like Aster?
[groans, sighs]
[breathes deeply]
‪这是罪恶 It's a sin.
‪你会下地狱的 You're going to hell.
‪我盯着你呢 [Trig] I'm onto you...
‪艾莉楚 Ellie Chu.
‪这简直就是噩梦 [Ellie scoffs]
[whispers] This is a nightmare.
‪我知道为何你总是跟着我 I know why you're always hanging around.
‪到处出现 Popping up everywhere.
‪好吧 我本来只帮你写一封信就好的 Okay, it was just supposed to be one letter.
‪-我没想到… ‪-你爱上我了 -I didn't think-- -You're in love with me.
‪是的 特里格 Yes, Trig.
‪我爱上你了 I am in love with you.
‪我明白 I get it.
‪滚开！走开！ [Mr. Chu] Get away! Go home!
‪嘿！这是山羊绒羊毛 伙计！ Hey, hey, hey! This is cashmere fleece, man!
‪-滚走！ ‪-好！ -Get out! -All right, all right, all right!
[TV playing indistinctly]
[Ruen Brothers' "Break The Rules" plays]
‪（“他人即地狱” 萨特）
♪ Been a minute since we've been here ♪
‪（保罗蒙斯基！让我们得分的人！） ♪ I'd be wrong to say That I don't need you now ♪
-♪ Or need a friend ♪ -[overlapping chatter]
♪ Oh, it's nice to spend ♪
‪一口喝完！ -[crowd chanting] Chug! Chug! Chug! -♪ Time with you ♪
Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!
[crowd cheering]
♪ We've been waiting and watching ♪
♪ Waiting for our hearts To take the stage ♪
-♪ See the lights ♪ -[family bickering indistinctly]
♪ Oh, it feels right ♪
‪（如何知道自己是同性恋？） ♪ Right next to you ♪
‪保利 去倒垃圾！ [mother] Paulie, garbage duty!
‪知道了 妈 -Got it, Ma. -♪ Break the rules ♪
‪妈！ [boy] Mom!
‪天呐 出去！ Get out of here, man!
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh ♪
-♪ Is it right to break the rules? ♪ -[audience laughter on TV]
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Did we ever break the rules? ♪
‪下个月见！ See you next month.
‪保罗 Paul.
‪先生？ Sir?
‪你和艾莉… [haltingly] Did you and Ellie...
mmm...
‪分手了？ break up?
‪不 我们就没有… No, we weren't, um...
‪在一起过 together.
‪她好像… She seems...
‪很伤心 sad.
‪不 你不… No, you don't, um...
‪明白她 see her.
‪明白？ See?
‪明白什么？ See what?
‪真正的她 Who she is.
‪她可能会是什么样的 Could be.
‪她自己 Her.
‪她娘走时… [in Mandarin] When Ellie's Ma died...
‪我一下子就懵了 I fell into a dark hole.
‪什么事也做不了 I didn't move for days.
‪几天后… A few days later...
‪我看到艾莉坐在亭子里… I woke to find Ellie in the booth...
‪管控火车的进出 manning the switch.
‪她望了我一眼 She looked up at me.
‪才13岁 就一副小大人模样 Just 13... an adult already.
‪我… And I...
‪笑了 smiled.
‪你有深爱过某个人吗… [in English] Have you ever loved someone so much...
‪爱到你不想她去改变自己的… you don't want anything about her...
‪任何地方？ to change?
[congregation] ♪ Holy, holy, holy ♪
♪ Merciful and mighty ♪
♪ God in three persons ♪
♪ Blessed Trinity ♪
[song ends]
‪外面都是野狗… [Pastor Shanley] Outside are the dogs, the...
‪你来晚了 -You're late. -[Pastor Shanley mutters]
‪我得磨点东西 I had to grind something.
‪作为复活节祷告的结束部分… And to close our Easter services...
‪今天我们最后的经文阅读 ‪由特里格卡森完成 our final reading today will be from Trig Carson.
[low murmurs]
‪爱是恒久忍耐 "Love is patient.
‪爱又是恩慈 Love is kind.
‪爱是不嫉妒 It does not envy.
‪爱是不自夸 It does not boast.
‪不张狂 It is not proud."
‪所以… Which is why...
‪我爱… I love...
‪这位小姐 this little lady.
[low murmurs]
‪而且她将会成为我贤惠的… And why she'll make me a fantastic...
‪妻子 wife.
[murmurs continue]
‪艾斯特… Aster...
‪你愿意吗？ will you?
[crowd applauding]
‪不！ -[Ellie] No! -[crowd gasping]
‪我… I, um...
Uh, um...
‪爱不是… Love isn't...
‪不是… It isn't--
‪谢谢你 艾莉 Thank you, Ellie.
‪-各位… ‪-爱不是假装 -Everyone-- -Love isn't pretending.
[crowd gasps]
‪我知道… Uh, I know, um...
‪因为我一直在假装 because I've been pretending.
‪虽然只装了几个月 但是… Only for a few months, but...
‪那感觉很糟糕 it sucks.
‪我一直在想 不能做真正的自己… [whispers] Paul.
And I've been thinking about how much it would suck to have to pretend to be...
‪有多糟糕… not you...
‪而且还要装一辈子 uh... your whole life.
‪我一直觉得爱只有一种方式 I always thought that there was one way to love.
‪一种正确的方式 Uh, one right way.
‪但其实有很多种 But there are more.
‪比我知道的要多得多 Uh, so many more than I knew.
‪而且… And...
‪我永远都不想成为那种人 ‪因为他人希望以自己的方式去爱… I never want to be the guy who stops loving someone...
‪就不再去爱他们 for loving the way that they want to love.
‪谢谢你 保罗 And thank you, Paul.
‪这些话… That was...
‪很奇怪 odd.
‪现在 让我们给特里格… Now, let's give Trig--
‪我也一直在自欺欺人 -[Ellie] I also have been pretending. -[crowd gasps]
‪我一直在假装… I've been pretending that--
‪各位别担心 ‪我想我知道这是怎么回事 Don't worry, everyone, I, uh-- I think I know where this is going. Um...
‪艾莉 我真的受宠若惊 Look, Ellie, I am so, so flattered, um...
‪-但要知道 你和我永远不会… ‪-你知道吗 特里格？ -but, see, you and I are never-- -You know, Trig,
‪过去四年我一直在帮你写论文 I have been writing your papers for the last four years.
‪如果你原谅我… [crowd murmurs]
And if you'll forgive me...
‪我会最后再帮你写一次 I'm just gonna rewrite you one last time.
‪爱不是恒久忍耐 不是恩慈和谦卑 Love isn't patient and kind and humble.
‪爱是… Love is...
‪爱是… [stammers nervously]
Love is...
‪爱混乱又复杂 Love is messy.
‪可怕又自私… And horrible and selfish and...
‪还要足够大胆 bold.
‪爱不是要找到你完美的另一半 爱是… It's not finding your perfect half. It's...
‪不断尝试… the trying...
‪并且… and...
‪勇于靠近… reaching and...
‪然后失败 failing.
‪爱是… Love is...
‪甘愿毁掉自己的好画… being willing to ruin your good painting...
‪只求换得拥有伟大作品的机会 for the chance at a great one.
‪这真的是你能画出的 ‪最大胆的一笔吗？ Is this really the boldest stroke you can make?
‪是你 You.
‪嗯 Yeah.
[crowd exclaiming]
‪艾斯特！ [Mr. Flores] Aster!
‪各位 请在位置上坐好 -[door shuts] -Everyone, please, take your seats.
‪各位 请坐好 -[overlapping chatter] -Everyone, take your seats.
‪等等 Wait.
‪所以我是那幅好画？ So I'm the good painting?
‪妈妈想让你知道 ‪即使你是同性恋 妈妈也仍然爱你 Mommy wants you to know, in case you are gay, Mommy still loves you.
‪-我不是同性恋 妈 ‪-感谢上帝 -I'm not gay, Mom. -Thank God.
‪不过 我可能想改变一下 ‪我们的香肠配方 I might want to change our sausage recipe, though.
‪你疯了吗？我喜欢现在的配方！ Are you insane?
-I love that recipe! -Whatever Dad said!
[overlapping arguments]
‪这就是神的旨意 Now that is some divine intervention.
[turns on faucet]
‪这么多水饺啊 [in Mandarin] This is a lot of dumplings.
‪六天 18顿 Six days, 18 meals.
‪才到爱荷华 To Grinnell.
‪我们来这儿不是为了让你像我 We didn't come here so you could be like me.
‪而是为了让你像你妈 We came here so you could be like your mother.
‪你不是指死吧？ [in English] You don't mean dead, right?
‪多烧几柱香吧 [in Mandarin] God, I hope not.
[crickets chirring]
[train horn blares in distance]
‪（“爱混乱又复杂、可怕又自私）
‪（…还要足够大胆”）
‪（艾莉楚）
‪你一直没去教堂 [Ellie] You haven't been to church.
‪我很忙 [Aster] I'm busy.
‪是吗？ Yeah?
‪嗯 Yeah.
‪艺术学校需要四件作品 所以… You need four portfolio pieces for art school, so...
‪艺术学校？ Art school?
‪太棒了 That's great.
‪现在还不好说 Yeah, well, nothing's great yet,
‪但我们会知道的 but we'll see.
‪你最近怎么样？ What's going on with you?
‪这个嘛… Well...
‪我要去东边的格林奈尔 I'm headed east to Grinnell.
‪-明天就走… ‪-很好 艾莉 保重 -I'm leaving tomorrow-- -That's great, Ellie. Take care.
‪艾斯特！ Aster!
‪对不起 I'm sorry.
‪本来… It was just...
‪我只该写一封信的 supposed to be one letter.
‪我从没想过要伤害你 I never meant to hurt you.
‪可能在心底深处 我早就知道真相了 Deep down, I probably knew the truth.
‪你替他发短信时 不太用表情 You really didn't use enough emojis in his texts.
‪我不知道那鞋表情是什么意思 I don't know what they mean.
‪小狗或者… A puppy or...
‪-香肠… ‪-我应该给你发个香肠的表情？ -a sausage-- -I should have sent you a sausage emoji?
‪有道理 Fair point.
‪不管怎么说… For what it's worth...
‪我不是从没有那么想过 it's not like the thought never crossed my mind.
‪你知道的… You know...
‪如果情况不一样的话 if things were different.
‪或者我不一样的话 Or I was different.
‪你永远不会不一样的 You could never be different.
‪我确定自己不一样吗？ "Am I sure I'm different?
‪我怎么知道自己确定呢？ -How do I know I'm sure?" -Hey, I can be sure.
‪嘿 我可以确定 "I mean, what does God think?"
‪我是说 上帝怎么想的？
‪哦 天呐 [scoffing] Oh, my God.
‪又这样 -And on, and on, and on, and on. -And you know, you-- you watch.
‪你等着看吧
‪好吧 几年之后 我会非常肯定的 Okay? In a couple of years, I am gonna be so sure.
‪那祝你好运 Good luck with that.
[chuckles softly]
‪异教徒 祝你在爱荷华州 ‪找到自己的信仰 Find something good in Iowa to believe in, heathen.
‪几年后见 I'll see you in a couple years.
[laughs]
‪（多个来源） -[crossing bell dinging] -[train horn blares]
[brakes hissing]
‪我会让他忙着品尝新的番茄酱 I'll keep him busy tasting new ketchups.
‪《镇民报》上的文章写得不错 Nice write-up in the Town Crier.
‪嗯 蒙斯基香肠一定会爆火 Yeah, Munsky Sausages is gonna blow up.
‪我的名气可能要比你先到爱荷华州 I might get to Iowa before you do.
‪那我得赶紧走了 I'd better get going then.
‪发了 Here.
[phone chimes]
‪毛毛虫看起来确实很聪明 The caterpillar does look smart.
‪聪明到不会像懦夫一样在站台上哭 Too smart to be crying on a platform like a wussy.
‪我没在哭 I'm not crying.
‪懦夫 Wussy.
‪懦夫！ Wussy!
[mouthing]
‪下一站 克利埃勒姆 -[sighs] -[man over PA] Next stop, Cle Elum.
[train horn blares]
‪嘿！ Hey!
‪-嘿！ ‪-搞什么？ -Hey! -What?
‪保罗 你在做什么？ [softly] Paul, what are you doing?
‪快停下！你在做… Stop! Stop! What are you...
[sobbing laughter]
[sniffling, laughs]
‪笨蛋 [sniffs] Moron.
[sighs]
[exhales softly]
-[Ruen Brothers' "Break The Rules" plays] -♪ Been a minute ♪
♪ Since we've been here ♪
♪ I'd be wrong to say That I don't need you now ♪
♪ I need a friend ♪
♪ Oh, it's nice to spend time with you ♪
♪ We've been waiting and watching ♪
♪ Waiting for our hearts To take the stage ♪
♪ To see the lights ♪
♪ Oh, it feels right ♪
♪ Right next to you ♪
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Is it right to break the rules? ♪
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh, did we ever break the rules? ♪
♪ Been a lifetime I've been trying ♪
♪ I've tried to find the words To speak my mind ♪
♪ Oh, my friend ♪
♪ We'll come back here again ♪
♪ That's all we can say ♪
♪ But since you're next to me ♪
♪ Bitter or sweet ♪
♪ I'd like to think I made you smile ♪
♪ And in a little while ♪
♪ We'll laugh like fools ♪
♪ Break the rules ♪
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Is it right to break the rules? ♪
♪ And oh, how our hearts all wonder ♪
♪ Oh, how they roll like thunder ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Did we ever ♪
♪ Break the rules? ♪